Saturday, April 28, 2007, 8:54 PM
out of place. /
i realised i am a complete ... LOSER LAMER SUCKER SHI**Y assistant leader in tuan qi. and a LOSER LAMER SUCKER SHI**Y friend in 1o9. i just can't do anything right. what's wrong with me.... today was xiao zu chu wai. then when velda's house. it was so nice kay!! haha. nice sofa too, with the younger ones climbing over it. poor sofa. haha. xD we played two games . GUESSTURES yayy. my fav!! and pass the word. it was fun during gestures. everyone so enthu and blah. and i was happy everyone liked it too. but the second game, we were suppose to pass the word. then pass bible verses. but it was a total failure. i shouldn't have done that game. the boys were so mean to me ): i deserve it though. then they say the game sucked and went to play the com in the living room. i was hurt... sigh. why am i hurt so easily this few days. sensitive heart. aww. ): then after tea break, we played games. then it was so obvious i was out of place... sigh... told you i am a total loser. ): ACCEPT THE FACT (:
i hope you all really dont regret choosing me.. i really think i dont have the ability. but i do hope i have and do that duty!! but it seems like i am always out of place and i can't communicate well with ><. then i dunno what i am suppose to do. seems so crappy and funny on the inside during sms. but face to face. it's hard to communicate. i am such a loser failure... everything i do is not good.... i suck... why do i realise it only now? i have known myself for 13 years!!