Monday, September 17, 2007, 7:13 PM
dreaming of a different ending
Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
someday, i just keep pretending.
you'll stay dreaming of a different ending
And I can't keep something that I never had
you don't have to know, you don't have to care.
because i know no one bothers to.
it was just like a rubberband, where both sides were stretched so hard
and i'm like the middle of the rubberband;
and now pop goes the rubberband
and now both sides have an equal amount of rubberband
and i'm left with nothing.
I keep telling myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes have you lying here again
Then I come back down
Then I fade back in
Then I realize its just what might have been.
the problem before and before, was finally solved
i thought things could turn out better in time
but maybe the problem was there all along
And if I wait it out~
i waited, i thought my life was like a fairytale in the end
but here we go again.
i don't know what i should do
are we really close?
or i'm i just thinking too much
one-sided all along?
it's all so uncertain
for me
why is it only me.
where everyone else's life is beautiful, with flowers blooming
where mine is in a mess, with everything toppled upside down
i don't know much now.
what the least i can say is that,
enjoy the moment and cherish the time
you don't have to.
it's okay. but for me, i know i have to.
i''m like a wooden doll with a fake smile and a broken heart inside.
`tata <3