Saturday, April 28, 2007, 8:54 PM
out of place. /
i realised i am a complete ... LOSER LAMER SUCKER SHI**Y assistant leader in tuan qi. and a LOSER LAMER SUCKER SHI**Y friend in 1o9. i just can't do anything right. what's wrong with me.... today was xiao zu chu wai. then when velda's house. it was so nice kay!! haha. nice sofa too, with the younger ones climbing over it. poor sofa. haha. xD we played two games . GUESSTURES yayy. my fav!! and pass the word. it was fun during gestures. everyone so enthu and blah. and i was happy everyone liked it too. but the second game, we were suppose to pass the word. then pass bible verses. but it was a total failure. i shouldn't have done that game. the boys were so mean to me ): i deserve it though. then they say the game sucked and went to play the com in the living room. i was hurt... sigh. why am i hurt so easily this few days. sensitive heart. aww. ): then after tea break, we played games. then it was so obvious i was out of place... sigh... told you i am a total loser. ): ACCEPT THE FACT (:
i hope you all really dont regret choosing me.. i really think i dont have the ability. but i do hope i have and do that duty!! but it seems like i am always out of place and i can't communicate well with ><. then i dunno what i am suppose to do. seems so crappy and funny on the inside during sms. but face to face. it's hard to communicate. i am such a loser failure... everything i do is not good.... i suck... why do i realise it only now? i have known myself for 13 years!!
Friday, April 27, 2007, 7:47 PM
pissed off totally.
heyys. i am pissed off. totally. how can you do this! after all, we are the same school, should unite! you think we harp don't deserve gold just because you all get silver? think we got no standard? the harp seniors practice so hard. they so hardworking. this is the result of their hardworks. they stay back to practice everyday... even sec 2 participate. what about you all? how i know whether you all are in band room or co room , slacking, thinking that you all will surely get gold? huh. there is no such thing as bu lao er huo! you think we get gold because only got two schools competing in the whole sch? think we are only lucky to get gold? i will prove. prove to you all. gold . or better, gold with honours. YOU BETTER WATCH OUT. and better brush your teeth. everything coming out of your mouth is so stinky and insulting. you have no right. you want to get gold, aim for it. and hard work. we will support you, but we never thought that you would say something like that. we sec ones should thank you eh./ we will start to chiong like siao and get gold no matter what. PROVE. do you have? tell you what. " harp ensemble, harp ensemble, pebbles pebbles. harp ensemble, harp ensemble, rocks to the core. harp ensemble, harp ensemble, stones the universe. harp ensemble, harp ensemble, jia you jia you!!"
yayy. today school ends at 12.30 due to the final rehersal they are going to have for speech day. which is tml. haha. luckily we don't have to go. xD boring. i heard. such a pity i didn't go to support for today's netball matches! i regret!! 109, no matter what, we are still winners!! some got hurt, then some got angry. but don't worry. we trashed 105! that's the good news isn't it. we lost to sec twos. but they are sec twos. next year we will win over the whole level! yeah! "three cheers and three cheers for 109. hip hip, HOORAY! hip hip, HOORAY! hip hip, HOORAY!"
Labels: lala, lala. elmo's world., lala. lala
Thursday, April 26, 2007, 7:52 PM
sweeties.
sigh. currently doing my math homework now. so sian. dont feel like doing... haha. hope you guys like my blog! xD do come and visit often! and leave a tag. *beeps*please leave a msg after the tone*beeps*...
LLF gave us back our papers haha. i got quite okay marks. but must WORK HARDER! haha wan xin so pro. she got like 54.5/55?? is like impossible. but quite possible for her lah. then today mr tan gave me a riddle : half a circle, full a circle, half a circle, a. half a circle, full a circle, right angle a. xD take your time to guess! if you got the answer, clever! tag me ! haha. looks like i am desperate for it. nahh..
emo-ing.. no one wants me... you might get it wrong, the meaning. oh well. but hui min is nice! haha. LOL. others rock too! 109 pebbles, like what i have always said.
seems like i belong, but i dont seem like. sweet will turn bitter. getting more obvious. people can tell already. i want to belong, but i can't. it seems like something is blocking me. what's happenning? is that my ending for every friendship i have? i have no idea. hope it's not. i won't like that...
Labels: future seems so unclear for me.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007, 8:36 PM
lalala~
heyys]] yayy. thanks everyone for helping me creat this bloggy, esp the toilet trio .xD
today was quite boring. but we got inter-class netball competition and we won 105. haha. yay. they were proud, so they thought they were going to win us since that time for the captains ball they did. oh well, haha. too bad for them . yayy... but i missed some parts of the competition, cos i had to go for harp practice. hmph, the seniors don't need to come le then we have to practice 2 hours non-stop. luckily our "nice" instructor gave us 10 min break and i went down to cheer.. xD 109 rocks more than ever! jia you jia you for next week's last and final match!
Monday, April 23, 2007, 8:34 PM
hellos!
haha. yayy! i just created a blog. although it looks very plain. haha. i guess i need to touch up on that! gtg... it's getting late xD hope you guys can help me with the decoration of blog and the adding songs part.!